Thursday, June 29, 2006

Back to my back

3:00 PM 6/26/06

       Back to another whining entry ... I did something drastic ... got out my OLD back brace.  It is pretty well worn, but, should give me some support.  The doctors say not to wear it; my back would then begin to depend upon it.  BIG WOW!  My back hurts terrible now & I have things to do.  This morning was just doing light activity inside ... making meals, doing computer things, and some putzing -- tidying up some small areas of dust & clutter.
     I took three aspirins; my gin is all gone.  I probably will just have to lie down for a while.

11:17 AM 6/27/06

      My  back must feel pretty good ... the clue ... I FEEL AMBITIOUS ... am looking forward to the day!  That feeling kinda dawns upon me (now that I realize its implications) FIRST ... then, I notice that: "Hey, my back feels okay!".  Looking back, it did NOT take the hours to get out of bed & get loosened up as it did yesterday morning.
     With my back so miserable yesterday, I didn't do much that was very active ... besides a few weeds.  I retreated to the sofa a coupla times, & EARLY in the evening quit for the day ... even left a big mess in the kitchen.
     WHATEVER ... today is starting out better than yesterday; that is always a plus.  My mid-back is a bit sore ... very sore to the touch, but, I am walking upright & not in misery.

2:30 PM 6/27/06

     Okay ... so, just about all I did the past few hours was to sit in the lounge chair to eat lunch & wash dishes  ... so, why is my lower/mid back becoming such a torture?  Just when I was going to have a fruitful day!  Ouchie!

 

10:35 AM 6/28/06


     Still getting loosened up for theday.  My back feels just awful.  It is mostly  my mid-back that has a pain level of at least a seven right now.  The problem area at the base of my  neck hasn't been too bad for a while; if I do some stretching &  traction type exercises I can usually ease it.    

10:47 AM 6/28/06

     THIS  MAKES ME WONDER IF MY "LUMBAR FACETS" HAVE WORN OFF.  I have another appoint ment in mid-July.  TODAY... I am going to the chiropractor.  I usually l feel better after that; can hardly wait.  I had made the appointment for this afternoon; usually my back is loosened up by the afternoon.
     The way my back hurts, I am not making much of any plans to get anything done except lie on the sofa ... even sitting is uncomfortable & brings no relief ... so, that leaves out doing computer stuff.
     It's hard to believe that a few mornings ago, I was finding it hard to believe that my back felt so great!

 

7:42 PM 6/28/06

    PRESCRIPTION FOR RELIEVING BACK PAIN:

Aply liberal  applications of external liniment.
Aply liberal  applications of internal liniment.
Sit in lounge chair & watch TV.
BLABBER ON TELEPHONE.

 

10:02 AM 6/29/06

     YESTERDAY ... I went to the chiropractor & got some more gin.  It being rainy, I did practically nothing physical ... no outdoors tasks.  I slept very well (usually do after a chiropractor session), and my back was fairly loose this morning.  The back pain was more of a very noticeable ache ... like a muscle ache ...  but like the memory ache of the pain yesterday.  I remember, when I had been going to a chiropractor in the 90's, my back would notice the improvement THE DAY FOLLOWING THE TREATMENT.
 
     So far today ... I've done NOTHING. I sat at the computer a while, fed the dogs, fed the cats, & made coffee.

12:31 PM 6/29/06

     SOooo ...  when my back does start to feel better, then,  I feel more ambitious.  That is when I must catch  up on all the stuff that I didn't do/couldn't do.  Things that fell down need to be picked up ... cooking messes need to be cleaned up ... chores that I put off have piled up.  It is such a nice day out ... I want to go outside ... but, first have been catching up tidying up.

 

7:59 PM 6/29/06

     This afternoon, I DID get outside.  I did a bit more with the electric trimmer than I'd planned ... forced myself to  achieve a goal ... with the promise of something nice  for supper & a drink & a rest.  I did all the above ... then, later, actually did a bit more with the trimmer.  I had some more aspirins.  I have been putting liniment on all day, too.  The drink relaxes my muscles; tension causes tightness & pain.

     My activities for the day had better cease.   I do have a lot of computer work to do.  My pain level is very low, my muscles are relaxed, I have a feeling of accomplishment.

L o i s
Upper Peninsula, MI and beyond (my journal)

Monday, June 26, 2006

BACKlog of entries ... back in business,

10:52 AM 6/26/06
    OKAY ... HERE'S A REASON, OR, EXCUSE, FOR NOT ADDING TO THIS FOR OVER A MONTH ....
  •      For one thing, I had been getting discouraged about the same-0 , same-o entry of taking more aspirins & more liniment ... & not being able to get much done ... & being so broke.
  •       And ... I had been successfully procrastinating by never getting around to setting up my "summer desk" and laptop ... so I could just come into the sunroom instead of running upstairs to jot down a note of the moment.
 
    I finally dug out the laptop, solved the plugin system, charged up the laptop (which is old & excruciatingly SLOW) ... , and made room on the desk in the sunroom again.  It is really a lovely place to sit, surrounded by windows ... but, entirely too cold in the winter!
 
CURRENT CONDITION: 
     I spent many hours getting loosened up ... was  sore & stiff at dawn ... took a while to get out of bed & get in gear.
     I am wondering if my upper back seems happier ... overall ... because I am active outofdoors doing spring things around the place.  It gets awfully sore ... & hurts, too ... but, I've always felt that my upper back NEEDS exercise (and my lower back needs the couch potato treatment).  Really hard to do both!
 
 
HERE'S MY OLD NOTES FROM MAY:
 
3:34 AM 5/11/2006
   Up in the middle of the nite, again ... I was getting quite miserable trying to find a comfortable way to lie.  The worst pain was on my left side, but, not in the lower back as usual.  My lower ribs were cramping & making it hard to stand straight, or walk.
 
4:38 AM 5/12/2006
    Guess what ... it's the middle of the night again ... my back is giving me grief & keeping me awake.  Maybe it is partly from stress/tension worrying about money. 
    I took some aspirins again & the last of my gin.  This time, it is mostly my mid back & upper back ... really hurts ... like about a seven or more.
 
12:57 PM 5/12/2006
     I DID GET BACK TO SLEEP ... slept soundly.  While still in bed, I do a traction exercise where I grab the headboard, and gently, but, firmly pull to stretch my back.  I THINK that seems to help.
    I got off to a fairly slow start ... come to think of it ... without too much discomfort ... Then, I spent a long time in a nice hot bath.  NOW ... my back feels great.  There is still a sensation that I can feel that it HAD been hurting ... BUT ... is feeling so much better now.
 
12:07 PM 5/13/2006
    I faded out early yesterday ... actually didn't do to much of anything.  Is that why my back feels so great today?  I think that I will take some precautionary aspirins & do some more exercises, esp. the traction ones.  I don't really notice a great effect from the aspirin ... but ... I figure that they might do some good overall because of being anti-inflamatory.  Also, another factor ... I know that, even subconsiously, I have stress from worrying about how I'll get thru the month financially.  It would be great if I could sell a little something on eBay, or, get over my mental block & get some more advertising out on my craft project & make some personal contacts about selling locally.  When the craft show comes up ... I don't think that I will have the $20 to rent a booth.....
 
12:57 AM 5/28/2006
 
INSTEAD OF AN ENTRY ... HERE'S A COPY OF A PREVIOUS ONE ... SAME-O, SAME-O ... EXCEPT FOR THE TIMES & I AM OUT OF GIN & CANNOT AFFORD ANY MORE RIGHT NOW.
 
"3:34 AM 5/11/2006
   Up in the middle of the nite, again ... I was getting quite miserable trying to find a comfortable way to lie.  The worst pain was on my left side, but, not in the lower back as usual.  My lower ribs were cramping & making it hard to stand straight, or walk.
 
4:38 AM 5/12/2006
    Guess what ... it's the middle of the night again ... my back is giving me grief & keeping me awake.  Maybe it is partly from stress/tension worrying about money. 
    I took some aspirins again & the last of my gin.  This time, it is mostly my mid back & upper back ... really hurts ... like about a seven or more."